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[Dec. 27th, 2008●07:07 pm] |
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| | everyone | ] |
why, why has being with school-work my fault? why has choosing a supposingly better path turned out the wrong way? why have i missed out so many things in life? :(
TWO MORE DAYS.
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[Dec. 26th, 2008●07:48 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | play that song |
| | sunday evening | ] |
okay stupid isabella tan and, wei jun and, han hui, and john chia yong-wei YOU ALL SUCK. aha you hear me?! YOU ALL SUCK LA. now yall made me sooooo frustrated! :( why do you have t remind me that this url sounds really juvenile and totally no-brainer? dickheads! :( and now i'm soo influenced that i honestly think this url sucks as well haha. which means i'm soon working on my new LJ blog :] and our conclusion for my future blog:
john: crazydickhead.lj (?!)
isabella: walkithrough.lj
weijun: hahaitsmyblog.lj
hanhui: nomoreblogs.lj (clearly, he's anti-blogs)
shuxin: thosepapercups.lj
HAHA WJ'S AND HH'S SO FUNNY AND COOL. BUT I LIKE MINE BEST. HAHA MORE SUGGESTIONS PROBABLY! |
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[Dec. 26th, 2008●03:54 pm] |
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| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | play that song |
| | love me | ] |
okay this may not be the most romantic christmas ever, or it may just be a sick christmas. but definitely not a lonely one. it doesnt matter staying at home, improving ratings for channel 5 movies or what so ever. i have really good surprises this year. my best friend just sneak me a sms and this means TIME T GO GAGA :D ahaha plus boyfriend text me from china. there's nothing more i can ask for! thou i dont know if i should detest his girlfriend (o.o?). HOW COULD SHE POSSIBLY DELETE ME OFF HIS MSN AND BAN US FROM KEEPING IN TOUCH!?! still, maybe because of that, i think i treasure this particular best friend more. (: i'm trying t be more understanding towards this. maybe i would have done the same if i were in her position......
OHWELLS.
THREE MORE DAYS!!
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[Dec. 25th, 2008●03:44 am] |
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| [ | play that song |
| | i'm all about you | ] |
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why does kan have t make my christmas so not merry?! 4 days till guy is back. (:
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| season of giving. (: |
[Dec. 25th, 2008●02:01 am] |
| [ | emozione |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | play that song |
| | all i want for christmas is you | ] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS,
EVERYBODY! :D
i had all along assumed this t be a lousy christmas because it'd be a sick and lonely christmas according t kan. and although boyfriend isnt around t be with me (even on our first christmas), i still feel happy. okay not as much as any other time he's with me. but still, yes i really am happy.
1. because honestly, christmas doesnt hold that much meaning t me. christmas is redefined for my case. okay being juvenile, i used t think christmas is just an occasion where we exchanged gifts and compare who received more christmas cards in times of school reopening. hahaha. but now, christmas is just another festive season i do not celebrate. yes it's a sweet time t be with your loved one but that's not the only time t be sweet. so i do not feel so much. (:
2. boyfriend's away but i have his notes with me. he had prepared me daily messages t last me during this week while he's away. isn't he as sweet as Gerry t Holly in P.S I Love You? now you know why i absolutely adore this guy THOU the messages are super short. but i still find joy anticipating and reading it within 10 seconds. haha. plus i alr have this habit of sending him internet-smses every now and then because its free and i dont know if he eventually received em. but its quite fun and nice t update him abt my daily doings. just like how he updated me when i was back in m'sia twice. and it has became more of less my routine alr. okay i'm very adaptable t changes. hahaha;
3. i have dale with me everyday t keep me company;
4. i'm quite busy getting frustrated with my newly-done hair that i have no extra time or effort t be so sad that boyfriend isn't here;
5. i have my friends and i can still greet em a merry christmas unlike boyfriend who's away. and i'm absolutely extremely thankful for anyone who messaged or sent me greeting cards. shengda kayan yiling daniel mingxian jon blahblah;
6. i realised there're ppl who are worse off just like ding who's away in china as well. but she's on her international cultural college trip. for few boring months without her boyfriend as well. like seriously months. except that yes she gets t contact him. but then again, the absence of human touch for cold few months. i think i'm much luckier. so i'm just waiting patiently till boyfriend returns;
7. THE BIGGEST SURPRISE: BOYFRIEND TEXT ME TODAYYYY. okay not exactly today, 10 plus in the night of eve. BUT OMG I'M DAMNN HAPPY. and i first shared this piece of news with yiling;
8 and last but not least, christmas would mean 4 more days t boyfriend's return! :D
( sweets for the sweet. )
alright everyone, merry christmas yet again! (: i just can't wait for boyfriend t return; countdown t 2009 t start (suggest PARTYING :D); AND MY HAIR T GROW AT LEAST 2 INCHES LONGER THAN IT IS. hahaha omgomgomgomg BOYFRIEND MESSAGED ME I'M SO HAPPYYY. so happy that i havent read today's note. hahaha.
4 MORE DAYS TILL JOY IS BACK :D |
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[Dec. 24th, 2008●03:47 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | play that song |
| | i drive myself crazy | ] |
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headache headache headache :( mom was so funny today because she watched Barney on okto with me while waiting for my mr. men's show. haha but then, she was so blunt before that and i was so far still quite sian.
mom: would you go get a job and stop rotting at home?
me: but i dont spend money this way.
mom: or go for some upgrading course.
me: huh i just finished a's and you want me t go for course, then it'll be uni!
mom: you think you can enter ah?
TOALLY SIANED.
HURRY HOME BOYFRIEND. |
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| christmas eve! :) |
[Dec. 24th, 2008●12:22 am] |
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| [ | play that song |
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its 24th today! :D and i'm super excited because ITS CHRISTMAS EVE which means some ppl are going t receive my christmas cards very soon but i'm so sad i dont have the addresses of some important ppl and i cant possibly ask now cause there wouldnt be element of surprise which is so sad la; and i just read today's note that boyfriend had written me some days ago. thou its stupidly short when he claimed that its longer than the previous but its not. STILL, I'M NOW A DAY NEARER T HIS RETURN. and i secretly believe that my hair is growing longer at a speed faster than usalin bolt sprints. yes, i'm going t meet up with wanting soon and let her laugh at me. wah liao i think i'm so stupid. and again, i think i'm sooo brave. AND BROTHER'S COMING BACK HOME TODAYYYY :D
FIVE MORE DAYS! (: |
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| horrible haircut :( |
[Dec. 23rd, 2008●08:57 pm] |
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| [ | play that song |
| | get high | ] |
dammit. why do i have t feel disappointed after anticipating the haircut for so long!? mixture of anger and everything. its nice t have a totally different hairstyle from the previous, i feel fresh now. why? I HAVE SUPERDUPER SHORT HAIR NOW. okay not exactly the wanting-type-of-shortness but my sister said i look like a bunk now. which is totally disastrous. and i can easily pass off as bisexual now and chase girls. WHAT THE HELL. but i'm not discriminating any bisexuals. just that its not in my agenda t be one, or even t look like one (?!). so do not feel offended. i can only say the hair is shorter than my secondary 3's hairstyle. so some could imagine how short it is. reason? THE HAIRDRESSER TOTALLY MISINTERPRETED THE STYLIST'S BOOK'S PHOTO. dammit. i feel so cheated! :( its supposed t be longer than what the hair is. whatever la! i think i'm just going t stay at home for three or four months t wait for it t grow, then i'll feel better :( this is sooooo sad and frustrating! raahhh! esp when it look so short even after straightening. i can't imagine the normal look. okay, maybe he is just trying t help me realise my childhood wish of being a guy. then thank you very much, i think he absolutely succeeded. then i can join boyfriend and his clique for countdown and jio girls. HAHA. urghh no more ponytails :( okay maybe i should be more fair t the hairdresser, this hairstyle doesnt suit me at all :(
random:
"stewardesses" is the longest word you type with your left hand;
"lollipop" is the longest word you type with your right hand.
few more hours t 12! then, its christmas eve and i can read boyfriend's message AND ITS A DAY NEARER T HIS RETURN! :DDD |
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